Why do I want to just stay home by myself alone?


Fear.Cradling her knees so close to her So scared inside as her mind races Black streaks flow down her face As her thoughts become more intense Flashbacks of what happened that day And thoughts of what could have been All she wants to hear is his voice Comforting her back to normal But she knew the truth Was that he had moved on. So with what was left of her heart, She wore it on her sleeve And set off onto a new day. Her strength has grown And she can breathe again.Fear.


ChristmasSweet sugar cookies And Christmas tree lights, Slippers with laces Its Christmas Eve night.Christmas
All children snuggle up With parents and friends, Writing letters to Santa Mom and Dad can send.
The fireplace crackles As music is played, Sipping hot cocoa And presents are laid.
Waiting from Santa With reindeer on his sleigh, Lets all go to sleep Its Christmas day!


My ParodyShe is calm and at peace, As her troubles slowly fade away. The thought of her day, now only a memory, charms her into a dream As the memories all come flooding back.My Parody
Lying beneath the trees, Gazing at the sky above, A slight cool breeze rushes through On a warm summer night.
She is happy and carefree, As the silent chirps of birds Fade in the background. A picture-perfect sun sets Beyond the lakes horizon, As all the memories come flooding back.
The memory takes her back, To two children playing in the park, With only wi


EmptinessLiving in the shadows I try to break free But emptiness floods me And tangibly chains me down Restricting who I really am So only who you want will show If only I knew who I was Under all those emotional chains Holding me back so tight And the tears that drown me Help nothing but the devil. For tears bring harsh realities Of who is not there And who I cannot show.Emptiness


Depression and the comebackDepression and the comeback:Depression and the comeback
Trapped in your state of misery Living behind these regrets and white lies Becoming twisted and feeling left to die Fucked up once, oh too bad All you need is one mistake And there goes your hope for better times But its not time to break down or say goodbye Because nothing is ever solved by hurting inside
So take stand and speak you mind Its time to confront the past
And continue with life Heal your heart and patch your pride Because lifes road is calling And youve strayed behind  


3 days of a could be loveOne Friday night, one year ago I first saw you at the show Our gazes met and I couldn't let go But my heart was still free then3 days of a could be love
Then Saturday came and went You had me heart and soul My dreams seemed never so sweet I felt alive and ever so bold
Sunday Morning, here we go Off to see you yet again But i'd miss out on what could've been Failed to ask, and let things go by...
One year later, and here I sit We went our ways, but never split Still were friends, but the spark not lit Love...always seemed a bitter bitch.


Gossip and liesThey call it envy They call it revenge They call it victory They call it friend But they didn't know The doom to be foretold When did it start?Gossip and lies
I don't know It struck from above, It hit from below It got itself inside It replaced our goals It made us lie It made us cold Like a fire uncontroled It spread our hate It brought on rage It ate our kindness It burned our souls It made us mad Like dogs from hell We turned on each other As it became our cause It broke our oaths It tore our bonds It ruin
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somebody cares.
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"Every white knight in shining armor is just another black knight underneath, only difference is the black knight knows what he's become"
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"Do you wanna come with me? 'Cause if you do then I should warn you, you're gonna see all sorts of things. It won't be quiet, it won't be safe, and it won't be calm. But I'll tell you what it will be: the trip of a lifetime." -- The Doctor
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"Baby why'd you leave me, why'd you have to go? I was counting on forever now I'll never know. I can't even breathe. It's like I'm looking from a distance, standing in the background...This can't be happening to me. This is just a dream."~Carrie Underwood
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